Sometimes reality takes its toll. Sometimes i lose myself in my own mind, wandering for days, exploring the lonely man behind the curtain, in search of answers to questions i have yet to ask. What would it be like to view the most vicious of people through their own web cam without them knowing? Most call it voyeurism, i call it reality at its peak. A lonely man is most himself when alone. We believe that we know someone until we barge in at the most revealing of times... "Ha... I caught you. Explain yourself". The dark only hides so much. The buried can easily be dug up. Why shelter ourselves in our own minds??? Rain in the sunshine. Being found out becomes your biggest fear. You smile when tears are more nescessary. You parade amongst the back row when scared of being called upon. You glide only on the toughest of surfaces, confident that you will never fall through until.... The tears come. The fear is released. The smile fades, revenge takes its place. Who's responsible? The sad truth settles in. I AM WHO I AM. They now know me. No more living beneath the surface, avoiding the radar. I AM FREE. Free to soar as a bird in the sky so high... that im scared to look down. Im scared of the past. Im scared of the fact that i am revealed. The fact that i no more wear the cloak of incognito. Somebody saw. Someone pulled the cloak from my being. "SURPRISE", they yelled. Silence followed. Mouths agape. Staring... Staring... The dreadful staring. They seen me. THEY SEEN ME. There is a new beginning at every end you just have to turn around. Someone always sees. But there's always a beginning.
